| I've never been more proud to be a Christian |
[wed jan 17th, 2007@10:38p] |
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David Crowder Band - Here is our King |
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I'd rather live above the influence, follow my Lord, and lead a life of Righteousness than deal with all that again. Here's how I look at it: If God tells me to move to some 3rd World country and never see technology or my family again, I will not deny him. I've had an amazing night at church tonight, and honestly, it was all about this. Funny how God works? Basically - I'm really not sorry for telling you that I'm a Christian. If it gets me killed, I'm happy for it. I will surrender every fiber of my being to Jesus. I will die for God. I will gladly fight for my King and for my future family. I refuse to have my future Wife and Children not follow God. I will not have it. I love God too much to not share it with everyone. I have never been in love or known true love before all this has happened. Change is a good thing. God moves in my life. It involves me going outside of my comfort zone. It involves me acting out and praising Jesus in the median of a road at 10PM. It involves me falling on my knees and surrendering all I have to him. It involves me to dance when no one is dancing. It involves me to sing when no one is singing. Just so I can see him, touch him, and love him even more. I will do these things. You can say anything you want about me, but I will pray for each and every person that does not know Christ. I don't care if you don't want me to. I will. I care too much about people to not pray for them. I'm sorry if you all hate me, I will know that one day, maybe, you'll see what I'm talking about. Don't think I'm trying to say that I'm better than anyone, because I'm not. I still have my problems. But if I choose to live a better life, than so be it.
I'm not sorry that I'm proud of who I am and what I believe.
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